Confessions of "Real Love"!!

Lets see Ive been sitting here thinking as I've been watching another one of those dumb ass "Real Love" shows, and I have almost lost count as to how many have been on. Let's see if we can name some:

Flavor of Love 1-3

I love NY 1-2

Shot of Love 1-2

Double Shot of Love

Real Shot of Love Etc....

Are you shitting me???? Has love become so over used that we think we can watch a few retarded ass folks desperate for money embarrass themselves and the very notion of love itself.

Now I have a little theory, and that is when we go out and aggressively pursue our own thoughts of love, God withdraws himself from our frantic little search. Why, because we stop listening to what he teaches us love is for our own dumb founded ass rationale. Do you think Adam went on the Hoes stroll before settling down with Eve, or better yet my man Joseph slingin pipe to every gypsy walkin through Jerusalem?

I once read that as human we are often times drawn to conclusions that we in fact no absolutely jack s#&% about! I think that is where Love has fallen and why the divorce rate is so damn high lol. We are misguided, in the fact that we assume our own theories of love are what in fact drive our relationships and this world. Sad, sad little people!!! Point blank the only true way we can find and hold on to true love is through the knowledge and wisdom of God!!!

Confessions of Not Easily Broken!

Ok, well yes today I saw Not Easily Broken with my pre-wife. And I must say that the movie was a lot better than I imagined. But I feel like there are some things that I should clarify for some people out there.

For anyone out there that has or ever been married I would thoroughly advise you to take marriage counciling classes. ALmost every major thing outlined in that movie we went through in class. But I digress, Ladies allow me to explain to you the importance of a romantic, intimate relationship.

We as men will always love our wives, however, as a men we not only love but NEED sexual fullfilment. Ladies honestly, we can have a big ass arguement and later that night still make love to you as if nothing were wrong! LMAO, the moral of this section is to advise, ladies; never allow yourself to take that aspect out of the relationship! Cause that will make things very difficult. Why? Because as men we have a tendency to express ourselves sexual, and that is also another avenue for us to show our "emotion". Just a thought!

Although this was not outlined in the movie, recently I was watching a rather interesting series with my pre-wife. Ive never been a fan but the author Zane has her own series on Max.

Now, while watching this show I came to a conclusion! Women like her books because they like seeing things that they wish they could do! Which to me is the funniest shit in the WORLD! Why? Simple, ANY man on the face of this Earth would love it if his woman would do some of the kinky shit I have seen and heard about in her novels. Ladies, if you are in a committed relationship, please dont be afraid to let us know!

If women actually knew how freaky/horny/sex crazed men actually are the world would be a better place! lol Again, if yopu are in a secure relationship or even married please dont think your man wouldnt love it! We like Kinky shit lol, Oh but one quick note of advise. Don't be naive and think we'll only try it once, lol cause after the first time believe me, that shit is on the menu! LMAO

Confessions of a Dynasty Lost

I told you they were going to keep coming lol!!!

Ok, I've got a lot of venting to do as we begin 09. But here goes;

As I look at what has been an amazing year of progress, change, and a downward spiral in the quality of life. I am faced with one Massive conclusion; African Americans are still undoubtly trapped in the Cave!!!

Socrates once said that all human kind is trapped in a cave, a cave that is ruled only by lights behind those captured. These people see the shadows created by the lights and think that these, illusions are real.

I believe this is the state that we are in! How? thats pretty simple, our youth now has yes seen the election of the first black President. However, one could argue that this amazing accomplishment is overshadowed by the tons of suedo intellectual images that they are bombarded with on a regular basis.

The very popular, and often ignorant acting, Soulja Boy, has been recently quoted as thanking Massa, and all his helpers during Slaver, for creating purpose, and showing the slaves, order and bringinng us out of the jungle. Need more evidence?

The Rapper Young Berg has been been quoted on Radio for saying he only dates Light skinned women, and that he doesn't do "Dark Butts"!!!

Given these tremendiously stupid and racially backward ass comments, are young men are becoming nothing more than a bunch of enept, empty, drones with nothing to live for or anything to live for.

But as I vent I realize this is not the end of the Cave, the Cave suggests that those of us that have already been brought out of the darkness are charged with the task of reaching back and pulling at least ONE person from the Cave. I employ those of you that realize the grim status of things to step back. We need to save our Boys, and the only way to do this is to step back into what we left and grab someones hand and teach them dammit!

So I leave you with this... How many have you saved?

Confessions of a Dream Realized!

Yes Folks Im back yet again in the 09! And yes as long as I can keep thinking it the titles will be confessions LOL!!!!

But anyway as I sit here engulfed in my man Hov's; "I know" I reflect on years past and all the more interesting things that have occuried throughout my life. I look back on all the things that I have been involved in and the people I have been involved with. And the one thing that I shall say to them all is... Thank you

Most people would say why in the hell would I say that, well because I realize that without them I would not be the man that I have become and soon to be!

I prove this theory, in one such swing. During all of those times I continuosly asked God to help create within a new spirit, mind, and heart. And granted although he doesn't come exactly when you want, but look at Him work years later I see all the things that I had hoped to become has begun to manifest itself.

I asked God for a woman that He thought was best for me, and I'll be dipped in @$#& if He not just sent me a woman, but an Angel!

With the help of God she has helped to not only motivate me, but to enhance my entire being, so much so that I would not even want to fathom where I would be without her help. So as I close I shall leave with this notion, Yes people prayer changes things, however, you cannot get so caught up in the length of time it takes for your miracle to happen. God does not work on our time, we LIVE in his!!! Therefore take the time to rely on his word and he shall guide your feet!

Peace and Love people

Confessions of a former Nymph!

Oh how different life is when the things we like and expect stop!

Im going to choose not to be long in this one and just say Damn its hard!!! celibacy is a BEAST... For those that dont know, please be happy you don't. Now I am sure there are those out there who think Im full of shit and that its not that serious! To you I say, kick rocks!!!

I am attempting to hold out another 6 months, but man I gotta admit, I take cold showers damn near everyday just to keep my sanity!!!

Oh the tangled web we weave!